Music is my Life!

moving my blog to wordpress le....

2009-03-21T02:52:00.003+08:00

yeah, after viewing shipeng's blog....i've decided to move my blog to wordpress le....is it really more friendly to use??....looks like it...so i decided to move over....relink me @ http://iamenting.wordpress.com...ty! :)

northeast shepherd's camp!!

2009-03-20T12:26:00.004+08:00

wow, really had fun in the shepherd's camp, even though the night activity was not that pleasing....as we have to encounter many many "tortures" from the gms...but though it was tiring....it was some small little thing to test our faith...but on the long run, it all goes down to qt man....then, northeast also had all the units girls and guys bonded together as 1....really had fun in so called "groups"??....yea, did stupid things tgt like playing the "poison number" game and the one that got the number must do a forfeit....which we must go around making ppl say 3-5 words...lol, kinda lame tho....din sleep the whole nite man, no guitar as davis left....but played cards all the way to the morning...the best thing that happened this morning that really made a joke in the bungalow was chee hwee.....man, he areally had problems waking up man....it all started when we thought of playing a prank on him....so we took toothpaste and squeezed it on his palm....then ming jang took his palm and smashed the toothpaste on chee hwee's face....and instead of waking up....he went back to sleep....man, he was making the place so dirty that we had to pull him up....and he's still asleep...and he looked real drunk, man....i dun wish to say anything more about chee hwee already...
aaron is tired and is going to sleep...zZz..

metamorphosis!!

2009-03-18T23:00:00.004+08:00

yeah...it's metamorphosis today man...woke up at 9++ and took awhile to prepare...then was wondering what to wear for usher duty and stuffs like that...then saw my heroes camp shirt somewhere near the top....so just took it and kinda find it too plain....so i decided to wear a vest over it....then checked the time again and it was 9.55--just nice to leave for the mrt station....then when i reached the mrt station then i found out that i lost my ez-link card....man, had no choice but to but a standard ticket to somerset....and as i was walking past the control station....i saw my ez-link card there...dunno why, haha...maybe i dropped it there yesterday lol...then rushed to nexus to pass my guitar to marcus as he was leading praise...then went for usher...wow, 11am to 9pm was a great time for me man...though kinda tiring...but it's fun serving ppl and the praise and worship at 7.25 really was great, yup.. :)
took a nice photo alone at metamorphosis during teaching time as i was at the reception of nexus..

guitar...

2009-03-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

went to toa payoh to find davis like around 5...then met him up and went for guitar workshop tgt....then was reminded of the massive raise of atmosphere that i used in my qt last time....those kinda "hillsong" like raise...had a fun time playing guitar around...but a sad thing happened to my guitar....it got double killed...man, 1 knock followed by another--somemore those knocks are quite hard lol....then got abit of the mark on the head le....man, i've never knocked my guitar before man....all the damages comes from others who used it....so sad lol...haha :)

fellowship?

2009-03-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

woke up today like around 9+...went over to richard's house....took some games from him and found out that the graphics card that my laptop uses is lousy man....coz play left4dead will lag de....so uninstalled left4dead and took fifa09....hope it can work man....but whatever it is....felt quite dissapointed that baggio cannot come for metamorphosis because of being punished by his mum for not going to band....man, whonder what can i do now man....metamorphosis is good for new believers lol...really hope to see him coming for metamorphosis lol....God, plz bless him man....really hope to see him coming and learn something....yup :)

.....

2009-03-15T00:45:00.005+08:00

man....sat service with hardly any contacts coming....this really sucks...this gotta change man....and spent time with my sheep after svc...played table soccer awhile...and then went to ming jang's house to watch the man utd against liverpool match....and i felt that the referee is very biased against man utd man...man, maybe today's just not the so called "perfect" day for me man, sch hols are coming and i shall really take the time off to rest and renew myself physically, mentally and spiritually man, haiz...shall go sleep soon le--rather tired...kinda random writing all these in my blog today lol...haha :)

sucky comfirmation

2009-03-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

it's like friday le, and tomorrow is ess and wah, i wonder what is up...but my contacts all reject me....still waiting for a response of a contact...which haven't responded to me yet....then was kinda sinful just now....was thinking of the rejections that i faced and suddenly my mind went negative and haiz...."sinned".....needa go and repent later man...this sucks....help me Lord, i can't take it seeing all these things happening anymore....

2nd last day of sch!

2009-03-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

haha, today is the 2nd last day of sch man...missed the morning outreach in the morning due to stomach ache....man, but attended classes which i feel so tired, the after sch still got extra classes by the chinese teacher, who is crazy...she said only giving us test...then end up dragging the class...yea, everydy is like chinese test for her lol....man, so boring...then after school went for saints for christ...wow, learnt that i should keep sharing christ to people as said in judges 2:10 "After that whole generation had been gathered to their fathers, another generation grew up, who knew neither the LORD nor what he had done for Israel. Then the Israelites did evil in the eyes of the LORD and served the Baals. They forsook the LORD, the God of their fathers, who had brought them out of Egypt. They followed and worshiped various gods of the peoples around them. They provoked the LORD to anger because they forsook him and served Baal and the Ashtoreths. In his anger against Israel the LORD handed them over to raiders who plundered them. He sold them to their enemies all around, whom they were no longer able to resist. Whenever Israel went out to fight, the hand of the LORD was against them to defeat them, just as he had sworn to them. They were in great distress."
therefore, we shall continue outreaching as we don't have any children...so that the next batch of sec 1s may know God....chiong-ing for God!!
yea..running for his name man, gonna give my best man!!

outreach..

2009-03-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

wow, went to sch slightly earlier today, and outreached in sa in the morning...wow, got 2 contacts in sa this morning, wow....went for boring classes which i din sleep, daphane ang din come, so i ended up sleeping in her class...wow, went to montfort after sch to meet baggio and spent time with him today...yea, taught him about repentance today...yea, must really keep my life in repentance man, man would always be sinful...therefore, we should all live a life of repentance man...then we would be blameless in the sight of man...man, needa study le....geog-here i come....must aim for A1, so that i wouldn't dissapoint my teacher who gave her best in teaching us...

cg..

2009-03-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

this is the week that we are having cg on 2 days...tuesday and friday...and yup, today was cg...even though there was a change of plan....cg was still good man, had so much fun playing some lame game though and had a great time worshiping and praising God in rix house...din have worship in cg for quite a long time le lol...and though feeling tired...worship was great...in fact, feeling more renewed...
and gideon did the personality test with us ytd and i really wonder why do i have the personality "DC"....kinda weird though....D stands for dominance and C stands for consceintiousness....which means....at times i can be kind dominant when it comes to getting things done coz of the D.....and i would think alot coz of the C...
haha, must really use the personality i'm given well man...not to use it in the wrong way but the right way to serve God, haha...kinda random...

This Is Our God

2009-03-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

was still on my com just now when this song came into my mind...and it is really meaningful...as it really shows how God loves us...and it shows that God's grace is enough for us...here's the song..

THIS IS OUR GOD - HILLSONG

Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You
Draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new

I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

the friday i felt stressed...

2009-03-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

man, dunno why am i feeling so stressed up man...like as if i still have many many things to do man...i have studies....need to shepeherd ppl this coming week and have many things to do...but coming to think about it...i don't really have so much to do...dunno why am i feeling rather stressed...should take time off to worship God man...see him and feel refreshed...man, really wanna pray tht ppl under me would really put God 1st in their lives...man, must really disciple them well man....shall go worship later lol....

Your Grace Is Enough

2009-03-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

yeah...this was the song that i was talking about in my previous post...only managed to find the song on youtube only...din't find the music video, but nvm....here's the song man :)

YOUR GRACE IS ENOUGH - CHRIS TOMLIN

Great is your faithfulness, O God of Jacob;
you wrestle with the sinner's restless heart.
You lead me by still waters into mercy
And nothing can keep us apart

So, remember your people,
remember your children,
remember your promise, O God.

For your grace is enough.
Your grace is enough.
Your grace is enough for me.

Great is your love and justice, God of Jacob;
You use the weak to lead the strong.
You lead us in the song of heaven's victory
And all your people sing along.

thursday??

2009-03-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

man, skipped my after school classes to day just to go cg....but i guess it would be worth it...coz it's chinese...but man, they did the test today....which means i missed the test....haiz, nvm...there must be something good about putting God 1st man...like what marcus shared in today's cg...whoever who puts God 1st....God would bless you greatly....so i still think that it's good, haha :)
if just my sheeps could be like me....putting God 1st in everything that they do...man, how shall i get them to really put God 1st man??
really hope to see my sheeps putting God 1st man...kinda tired now....but u know what, i was reminded of the song "your grace is enough"...haha, God's grace is enough for me man, wow...shall post the song next man...

updated my blog..

2009-03-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

now updating my blog here....was kinda since last week that i last posted...wow, time passes really fast, and i din really do well for the 1st comon tests of the year...man, shall chiong like mad le....whether is it in studies or in ministry...there's a calling that i should give everything my best....man, feeling so sinful....must live a life of repentance...having past sins finding us out isn't that good and it would not be good as your sheep would follow you too...man, i hope baggio can come 1st svc man...he haven't attended any 1st svc yet...so i really hope something would happen in his cca on sat...and he would be able to leave his school by 10+...haha, tml is the last cg for a few ppl in my grp like chester....man, it's the farewell cg for them, haha...hope they would really do well in tertiary... :)

Worthy Is The Lamb

2009-02-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

dunno why recently have been listening to many many kinds of old songs, haha...seems to really touchy...haha just NICE!!

WORTHY IS THE LAMB - HILLSONG + DELIRIOUS

Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

tired or tired...

2009-02-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

man, dun really know why am i feeling so drained out now...think i need some rest...wah, isit because of my sickness?? haven't totally recover yet...isit caused by stress??....man, this is like....hmmm, wat if i went to ite last year??....why did i choose to retain??....hmmm, maybe it's God's plan that i stay in SA...montfort is growing and yea, really glad it is growing well...but whatever it is...i shall make sure my spiritual life is strong 1st...but whatever it is, i shall keep my spiritual life strong, as to disciple my sheeps well....therefore, they could really bring montfort from glory to glory for God, yup..

Above All

2009-02-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

wow, this is a very very nice song....was watching the dvd and found it a nice worship song....proclaiming that God reigns above all else....

ABOVE ALL - HILLSONG LONDON

How blessed are those who dwell in Your house,
Who's lives become roads that You travel
They wind through the valley's
To the light of the sun
One day in this beautiful place, to worship
Your house is our home, where our faces
Will shine in the light of the son

Our God reigns, Our God reigns, Our God reigns, Above all

still sick..

2009-02-26T16:09:00.002+08:00

man, whole day very boring lol...still sick and din go to sch again...man, can't go out man...feeling super bored now lol....all i can do is just to surf the net...play guitar and sleep....it sucks being sick lol...cg's tml....need to call up chee li to plan games wif him lol, haha...then i hope cg will go perfectly well tml as there would be new believers...haha, even if there's no worship doesn't mean can slack...still mus give our best...so jiayous for tml's cg everyone!!

sick..

2009-02-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

man, woke up today wif a temperature of 37.9 degrees....then feeling very cold and had a sore throat for the whole day...then my mum brought me to see doctor...wah, very boring lol....need to stay at home....actually need to go follw-up on new believers de....then cannot go out....wow, shall go excercise more le...walk walk and walk...keep myself healthy for God le...so can serve God well :)

You Deserve

2009-02-24T17:31:00.002+08:00

was slacking around until this song came into my mind, that God still deserve all the praises after all..here's the song!

YOU DESERVE - HILLSONG LONDON

What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God

daryl's house

2009-02-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

wow, just ended sch not long ago....now at daryl's house....and nothing to do....daryl supposed to meet me de...but he watching show...so decided to slack around on his laptop...man, wonder what to do wif ppl under me man...guess i shall just be spirit led and lead them to God lol, and i just found out one thing...that my dear sheep had taken a picture of me caught off-guard....but nice!!--candid!!
yeah, i rock!! haha :)

rise..

2009-02-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

this song really impressed me, as it has lyrics that really means to rise the church for God and we as christians should be living our lives to our best so that God would be glorified, here's the song..

RISE - HILLSONG LONDON

sat's cg madness?

2009-02-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

haha...forgot to post about last sat....neb seems to have went mad in the nite...all playing around with all sorts of weird thing....then chee hwee was like trying to drink from a cup using a 5 meter-long straw....man, he seemed to look quite exhausted after sucking the straw for so long....and after that...they started acting for left4dead....and it seems crazy...here are 3 videos...

survivors: davis, baggio, richard and aaron james.
infected: chee hwee(hunter), gabriel(smoker) and andy(hunter)
cameraman: aaron

survivors: richard,aaron james and baggio
infected: chee hwee(smoker), gabriel(hunter) and andy(hunter)
cameraman: aaron

Squad consisting of: chee hwee(seargent), gabriel(lance coporal), richard andy and baggio(the rest)
president: aaron james
cameraman: aaron

haha....all these videos are the randomness of neb, haha :)

dead blog...

2009-02-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

wow...long tim i din post on this blog le....then look rather empty...all coz of the recent home internet down and i can't really bring my laptop out as i got sch....man, right...ess was great and i had a convert...like quite little already...but at least montfort completed a cg size!!...thank God man....now it's time to retain ppl in the caregroup and help them grow more in God...haha, and nigel chia has been transfered under me...man, what shall i do to help him grow??....God plz use me to help the convert and nigel grow...

Sing To The Lord

2009-01-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

was feeling very stressed and tired today when this song suddenly came to me again, reminding me of seeking God and singing songs to him, especially when i feel down and discouraged...just love this song, yup..

HILLSONG - SING TO THE LORD

Righteous, ruler of the heaven
Holy, holy our God
Sovereign Lord of all creation
Holy, holy our God

Every tribe and tongue
Lift Your voice as one
He is greatly to be praised

Sing to the Lord Oh my soul
Let the heavens shout for joy
Great is our God
Great is our God

Nations come and bow before him
Holy, holy our God
Angels sing now and forever
Holy, holy our God

The heavens shall declare
The glory of our great God
Jesus
Come let us adore Him
Holy, holy our God

physically and spiritually tired

2009-01-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

man....woke up abit late today...6.30...man, somemore bus came very late...so got to sch just on time....man, it's like 1 whole day of tiring sch that kills....there goes my physical energy...next up was caregroup...caregroup was fun, tho it felt quite weird though...then was feeling kind of drained up after caregroup le...then as prayer meet came....dunno why i lost all my focus...cannot even worship God preperly...man, that sucks man...then comfirmation made it worse...i felt so discouraged after that as there would be contacgs saying that they dunno if they should come....and they would just keep saying that they don't know....man, almost turned me mad lol...think i better go and spend some time alone...can't really stand my life being this way le....i must change, can't be this weak anymore....must be strong and courageous...
hmmm, tml is the last day of january...so i shall start febuary with the "strong and courageous" me, haha :)

tired and discouraged??

2009-01-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

man...today was a half-day...but it was even more tiring than yesterday as played soccer for many hours after sch....man, after sch stoned untl around 12...then went for shepherding by jun hong...then went to montfort and waited for their sch to end...wow, then went to serangoon to play soccer until around 8....wow, can't stand it lol...especially at the point of time when i called my contacts and they said they dunno if they can come for tml's cg and svc...wah, so tired yet feeling kind of discouraged lol...oh man, think i better take time off to go "ruminate"...that should be the right thing to do..yea :)

tiring...

2009-01-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

man, woke up today rather late...missed pe, then went for classes which is ultimate boredom....then went over to gabriel's house after sch to study...man, din math and geography there lol.....then went over to serangoon to meet the rest...man, went and play soccer with them for awhile until 6.30...man, just reached home...feeling so tired lol, think i shall sleep early tonight bahx...

Amazing Grace

2009-01-27T11:07:00.002+08:00

was "ruminating when i came across this song ytd...and was remineded of how many times God blessed me when i was so undeserving...and was reminded of how God brought me through hard times...yup, so i decided to post this song here..

CHRIS TOMLIN - AMAZING GRACE

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine

chinene new year...

2009-01-27T11:01:00.003+08:00

man...yesterday wasn't that fun man...should say that it was rather boring...like waiting for visitors to take ang baos from...man, very sian lol...then was talking to ppl over msn when i thought of spending time alone "ruminating"...yup, haha...i think that was the most productive thing that i done ytd lol...haha, wonder wats for today tho....hope i can do something rahter productive...yup.. :)

chinese new year..

2009-01-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

man...i think chinese new year somehow sucks...woke up today, found my air-con leaking water...and my wall tv spoilt coz the water leaked on it...then had to clean up the air-con and the tv....man, such a busy day lol...then was thinking abt the word "ruminate"...so after awhile of being busy...went to rest myself on the bed and started "ruminating"...wow, feeling quite good after spending time alone...haha, wonder what's up for tml man..chinese new year is somewhat the most boring season lol...

Where We Belong

2009-01-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

was listening to this song recently on the bus when i finally understand what this song means...it's a very nce song that is showing us where we belong, which we belong to God, yup..

HILLSONG - WHERE WE BELONG

There is no height or depth
Neither life nor death
That can take me from all that I find
Here now in Your glory Lord

No others powers or love
The things of now or to come
There's nothing on earth in this life
That could ever separate us Lord

Your love is never ending
To Your hands we surrender
Where all our sins are washed away
Your grace beyond reason
Has paid for our freedom
We're made alive in You

We run to Your throne
Where we belong
Every heart will sing
That Jesus is Lord
Casting all else aside
For the joy of our Christ
Let Your glory fall
Our hearts are filled with Your fire

More Than Life

2009-01-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

was doing qt when this song came to me....that we shouldn't be looking towards what have happened, even if it makes you feel stressed...we should look towards God as God is more than life for us.

HILLSONG - MORE THAN LIFE

Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know

I love You, more than life
I love You, more than life

Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe

How can it be
You were the One on the cross
Lifted for all our shame
How can it, How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me
You are the King of all

sat svc

2009-01-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

wow, sat svc was great lol, haha...after svc went to play a game of pool and then went to amk for ne reunion dinner already...wow, like kinda played around wif the steam boats and made a mess there....man, then after eating went to play lan for 2 hours until 9.30...then followed by stoning at the arcade....then davis and i went to the 135 busstop....and there we saw marcus...haha, then took bus home with him lol, haha

cg day

2009-01-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

went to sch wif my guitar and guess what?--the whole of jason ang's physics class became some guitar show....he took the guitar and started playing...then there goes physics.....after sch...went to amk for cg....haha, had alot of fun, not just that...but 2 converts...wow, not really happy now as my cofirmation dropped for tml's svc....how can it be..a comfirmation of 5 that dropped to 0...think i gotta do my qt le...

bad wednesday..

2009-01-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

man...woke up today, got out of my bed and cracked my neck....then can't move my neck all...so went back to sleep as my neck felt suer pain...woke up at 11, feeling better, but it feels as if my neck got a sprain...then like kinda stuck to the right side de...
went over to chee hwee's caregroup at around 3, wrote the lyrics...and joined their caregroup for worship only....after their cg...chee hwee found out he lost his bag...man, that really suck man....just heard from daryl that he found his bag....but the ipod and handphone missing...man...

One Way

2009-01-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

was wondering of a praise song for caregroup...and man, kept thinking....but when i reached home....don't know why i suddenly felt that this song can minister to the new believers in the caregroup and lead them to God...maybe this song is simple but yet meaningful as it is saying that the only way is Jesus

HILLSONG UNITED - ONE WAY

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to you and you are always there
In troubled times it's you I seek
I put you first that's all I'll need
I humble all I am, All to you

One way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way, Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You will never ever change
Yesterday, today the same
Forever 'til forever meets no end

You are the way, the truth, and the life
We live by faith and not by sight, for you
We're living all for you

tuesday the joke..

2009-01-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

it's tuesday today and i think the whole day is a joke lol...went to sch kinda early in the morning and din really did anything as i met de yu up....then junhong and i was telling him about cg...man, went for classes which some classes seems to fly faster while some periods seems to be much slower...like time flies when u have fun...then after sch still got cme classes...so went for cme class and was listening to what diego was talking about....then can't really stand it as he is talking kinda crappy stuffs, so listened to ipod and slept for that period...wow, then when i reached home....saw a message that de yu sent me 2 hours ago...saying he cannot come for cg as he have to go visit his primary sch....sian...God, bless him man!

Take All Of Me.

2009-01-19T21:00:00.002+08:00

was wondering about what i could do to love God more in the bus when i was with andy today....then was in such a deep thought when this song suddenly came to me, and it just reminds me about giving my all to God as he is the one that can help us.

HILLSONG UNITED - TAKE ALL OF ME

You broke the night like the sun
And healed my heart with Your great love
Any trouble couldn't bear
You lifted me upon Your shoulders

Love that's stronger
Love that covers sin
And takes the weight of the world

I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
take all of me

You stand upon mountain tops with me
With You I walk through the valleys
You gave Your only Son for me
Your grace is all I rely on

I love You so, and i give up my heart to say
I need You so, my everything
Oh God

busy monday..

2009-01-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

man...woke up at 6 went to sch and met ppl up....then went to classes which i din sleep at all until the last period whcih i reallt cannot take it anymore as i felt super tired...then slept but listened to the teacher in class, haha...
went to montfort after sch and by the time i reached montfort...almost all the people were gone...man, kinda suck....then went to amk to meet chester as he needs to buy stuffs...then went to peninsula by train and andy went to buy skinnys and hoody...then i went to davis guitar shop to get a guitar saddle and strings as i doing some weird stuffs on my guitar...then followed chester to raffles city to get clothes, then went to meridien as chester getting shoes....then went to parkway for my backbone appointment, then i came home and started measuring the saddle and filing it...man, my fingers hurt from all the filing...if just i got a clamp at home...but nvm, it's done already and though the saddle seems abit short...it is still usable as the strings rest nicely on it, haha...shall use the guitar this way for caregroup lol, haha :)

svc.

2009-01-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

woke up at 9....prepared myself for svc and went for duty....then eevoon din come, so yong kang led my team today...haha, after svc....went to istana park as gideon was meeting the group....man, knew something like tht would come, from the way everyone does things at mcg...yup..
guess it isn't that good after all....but we still have to move on lol...so we just moved on and went to fellowship as a group....and followed by dinner at astons...then after eating went over to davis' house to help him restring his guitar, then the saddle and the bridge pin broke....wah, the guitar is in a real bad condition lol...
hmmm, thinking about the group now...man, we must really change man, and really "CHANGE"...yup..

pm!

2009-01-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

went to sch early in the morning today...and wow, such a long and tiring day lol....went home after sch wif davis...rested awhile before leaving for ne prayer meet....man, davis din go again...then went to ne prayer meet followed by church prayer meet....had a great time at prayer meetings...wow, kinda tiring though...but it feels good!
hmmmm, guess i gotta prepare for tml already....still have duty to go for..

mcg!!

2009-01-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

it was mcg today!...woke up at 6...went to sch in a rather blur mind...then found out that both my contacts cannot come for mcg due to some weird reasons, then went for classes....with daphane ang teaching us something about getting a1 in exam...tht it would not be difficult...as long as we would just study....man, guess it won't be easy this year...but i will give my best in everything i do...then went for mcg after my chinese test in the afternoon and so called "enjoyed" myself...which i din really enjoy tho, don't really understand why did i say that i enjoyed after all, haha....now busy doing my geography work...wow, quite simple to understand...shall not slack anymore le, time to start studying..

reflection??

2009-01-12T17:14:00.003+08:00

hmmm, looking at my ownself for the past half an hour and found myself rather sinful...not being a salt and light for the pass few days...din really show the true image of God to my classmates, family and the group itself...man, must really take time off to repent later and change the way i relate to others, not insulting or hurting them but should be encouraging them instead...man, God help me!
and i pray that God would bless de yu also...he told me that he is having some parental objection and he feels bad without his dad consent...so hope he would look not to the problem, but he would look towards God and see that God is the way, the truth and the light....really wanna commit all these areas into the hands of God - and for those who read this post...plz help me to change, because as brothers, we should be taking care of each other's life....so writing all these down in my blog to stay some what "accountable" :)

svc!!

2009-01-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

svc is here!! and de yu came!....so brought him to svc and really enjoyed the svc...and he converted and accepted salvation into his life...wow, then after svc, sent my sister home and went back to hoby ghaut to join the rest...and went to have dinner with them at justacia...man, so long nvr eat there already...and the food there still sux...they gotta do something about the food there man...then ate together there and went home with davis...reached home quite early today...shall slack abit and do qt and sleep...

friday..

2009-01-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

yeah..i'm back in sch, with all sorts of crap...then went to bugis and city hall with chee li as he needed to buy a pair of shoes....then went to prayer meet....wow, after prayer meet....went to nyp open house with shi peng and gang...then halfway through the open house went to a place quiet to call contacts...then faced many rejections though....still carried on, and got 1 guy called de yu coming tml...so thank God!

sick..

2009-01-08T17:03:00.002+08:00

man, woke up at 6am again in the morning...was sitting on my bed, with my mind in a daze....then checked my hp for the time, saw that it was 6.15 le...so decided go bathe...but when i stood up...got a migrane attack straight, awww...it sucks lol...then the right side of my head just felt the pain, a very bad pain...so i told my grandma that i won't be going sch and i messaged jun hong...and i went back to sleep....woke up at 1pm feeling better, so went to parkway parade for my bakbone appointment...at least don't feel so bad now, just feel kinda blur...
gonna call my contacts later...shall do an early comfirmation for this sat, wow...God must really bless all these contacts that i'm gonna call later man, because these contacts can't stay the way they are....they have to know God, so i pray that God would really bless all the contacts that i'm gonna call later, yea! :)

farewell cg?

2009-01-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning at 6 again....then went to sch for evax...saw that same contact again...lol, he super joke lol...keep on asking me funny questions...then managed to get another few more sa contacts, haha...God must really use me to bring them to salvation man...then went to class...and 1 very weird thing that happened today is that daphane ang is kinda weird today...went to her class around 10 mins late and she was so called "welcoming" me into her class, then she gave me a piece of work and she started joking...wow, dunno why she so nice...maybe because my class is small - consisting of 5 ppl...so she very slack, haha
then after sch...went to serangoon for farewell cg....and did not really do much, reached there, wrote a card for shi peng, went down to play soccer....went back up to eat together, and all went home...wow, should not really be considered a farewell cg lol....rather slack de, so should be called farewell meet...then went home with gabriel, eugene, chester and shi peng....and gabriel made a fool out of himself in bus 133, haha....kinda long story..

tuesday..

2009-01-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

woke up very early in the morning again--6pm!!...went to sch for outreach in the morning and got more contacts from sa...then went to classes...man, found out that i am in davis' class for history...man, what joke lol...then attended all sorts of funny classes until 1.45....then went montfort at 1.45...actually i'm supposed to go for cme classes de....then met my contact in the bus again, haha...find him rather an irritating contact...but should say that i'm blessed to have him as my contact, yea...went montfort outreach again and i got 10 montfort contacts in total...i pray that God will work miracles as i call them...just reached home from slacking at serangoon...haha..

Thank God!!

2009-01-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

wow, woke up at 6 today, bathed and went to sch....reached abit late as the bus was kinda "slow"...but still managed to get sa contacts in the morning...but not really much, then went to classes and met the teachers...class was kinda joke, expected with the kinda classmates i got..
then chee li and i rushed down to montfort right after school, man....went to the mrt station and no bus came...then suddenly, holy spirit showed me that the bus will come before 2.10...so i told chee li, and guess what??--the bus came at 2.08....wow, God must be really moving man...then chee li and i were talking about outreach in the bus...and i got reminded again of the conviction that i had....which i wanna keep it deep down in my heart when it come to serving God, which is giving my everything to God when it comes to outreach and serving, yup :)
then in a moment, i started stoning....then i saw 5 sa students sitting all the way at the back of the bus...so chee li and i went over there and outreached to them...wow, that was like an immediate application of what we were talking about man, and those 5 sa students are responsive lol...reached montfort, saw that there were not many ppl there...but chee li and i still stayed to outreached, and God really blessed us again...giving us 3 contacts that are really open to us....and wow, they were like joking with us...which contacts wouldn't really talk when u outreach to them...so we got another 3 responsive contacts....wow, was so happy that we went over to the coffee shop near montfort, bought food and started thanking God for all he has done for us today! :)
wow, i don't really know what to say about today man, God just blessed me alot today in this area of evax....so what else can i say??
"THANK YOU GOD!!" :)

sunday..

2009-01-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

oh man....qt without a bible sucks....man, left my bible at rix house on friday...sian, so worshipped God...but withoug a bible...so felt kinda weird, think i shall go sleep soon...tml still need to go sch early in the morning to outreach man...hope God would bless tml's outreach and i pray that the contacts that we were to get will be responsive...yeah, and we would reach montfort by 2.30 as tml montfort ppl are ending sch at 2.30, so let me go on and on giving my everything to God when it comes to outreach, as i made a conviction in heroes camp that i would really give my everything, all that i have, to God, yeah! :)

service!!

2009-01-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

man, had a hard time doing comfirmations last nite....din really enjoy it as there are many rejections....then woke up this morning at 9...and prepared to go svc le....then went for usher duty....had fun serving God that way...haha...then after svc went to play pool with chester and dylan....then went to play table soccer at cathay until around 7+...and went up to astons....then saw the north people eating at astons while we were waiting...waited until near 8 before we got in...man, then i ate a big protion of spaghetti lol....took me about 30 minitues to finish up the whole plate...haha, then went back down to play table soccer and went hoke after that....man, if just davis was around...his parents din allow him to come...then no one went home with me in the bus today man...haha :)

amazing race!

2009-01-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

man, amazing race was very fun man!!...except for a few little unhappy incidents that happened yesterday...yea...then went to many many places....like plaza sing, then vivo...and toa payoh...potong pasir...bugis and to amk, last at sunny's house....rather cool lol...then after amazing race, had barbecue at sunny's house until about 10...and had a fun time eating and getting to know my new cg members lol, haha :)
then after that, went to mj's house to stay over....as davis wanted to go there...but we reached there at 12....so we decided to stay over there...then had a fun and nice nite eating over at his house, then played ps2 and slept...and woke up again, then eat and eat...and left his house for home, haha....it seems like there's sch tml....so fast lol....better go prepare for sch le...

restructure?

2008-12-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

omg....heard about the restructure from sunny....was really messed up after hearing about the restructure....seems like everything is so different....hmmm, really gotta chiong this year...montfort needs to grow!!, haha, and tml is the amazing race le...think i better sleep early...haiz, shall go do quiet time and go sleep after that bahx...

guitar!!

2008-12-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

yay, guitar ban is over!! :)
was rather happy when it reached 12am this morning, haha...then really spent time worshipping God, yeah, really fasted from guitar man...haha, new year is coming le, what shall i do man?...think i better go see what shall i do this coming new year...yeahm haha :)

3 hours more and guitar ban over!!

2008-12-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

woke up at 2pm today....wow, don't really know why i slept so long lol...then went to eat late lunch, then went out with my parents...like only an hour, it's 6+ le...so went for dinner...then reached home not long ago...and i just found out it's 3 more hours until my guitar ban is over, haha...so tonite, i shall take time off to worship God, haha :)
then what shall i do tml man...before the shepherd's meet...man, hope i can find something constructive to do, haha :)

is something wrong wif me?

2008-12-27T23:36:00.004+08:00

oh man, is there some problem with me today, feeling kinda weird man...sian...
woke up today at around 9 by my mum....man, so early lol....then went to service with a ok-ok mood....and really praise & worship God like mad today...enjoyed the service lol, but don't really know what happened to me after service...think i felt rather lost????...then played a game of pool and went to play lan...din find much fun in them though, like something is missing in my life, and i don't know what is it....then went to cathay to play table soccer for awhile before going up to astons to join the rest...dunno how did i go high at astons...then talked alot of crap, but after talking all the crap...the kinda "lost" feeling is back again...
man, what's wrong with me today man....what is the "thing" that is missing in my life....why am i having this kinda feeling....God, please help me, please clear my mind and renew me...think i better go bathe and do my quiet time....so that this feeling won't stay with me...but this feeling would just go away...QT to the rescue!

movie - pm - yueming's hse..

2008-12-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

yea, woke up at 10+....ate breakfast and went for my backbone appointment, then went to sch with my parents to get books for next year....then went to pp mrt station to meet aaron james...then we went amk hub together and it's like erm...1.30, erm what to do?....so we decided to go catch a movie, and ended up watching bedtime stories....lol, thought it would be a kinda lame movie...but found out the meaning after the movie...it can really be applied to our own spiritual life man...as the first would be the last and the last would be the first....just like what is in the bible...wow, cool enough. :)
then after movies, went to meet gabriel...and brought gabriel to get christmas cards....man, why so many people writing cards so late man??...so nice to write belated cards meh?
went to rix house for pm...wow, did quiet time before pm with andy, james and daniel....yea, guess i should call them by their baptised name more, haha...then pm's worship was refreshing man....got refreshed in the worship tho i was standing somewhere far behind, haha.
after pm...went to yueming's house as his parents wants to meet our group, so we went his house for a nice dinner and had quite alot of fun with the things in this house...the ps, the piano....man, i felt so noob at piano lol...tho i can play abit, haha....left his house at about 10 and went home with davis, marcus and gabriel...reached home at around 10.45??...now preparing my stuffs for tml's service, haha :)

christmas!!

2008-12-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

it's christmas!!--woke up at 12 today...so late lol, then left house to cut hair, and ended up shaving my sides until super short...wif a tail...wow, started to miss my long hair le...then went to my aunt's house with my family and went to eat dinner together after that...wow, such a big dinner lol, eat until rather full, and just reach home.
oh ya, btw....HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!! :)

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

woke up at 10 today...then went to parkway for my backbone appointment and went down to suntec city, the rock auditorium...then ushered for the 1st service and really enjoyed the 1st service....then went to burger king to wait for my contact...and he din turn up...man, wonder how disappointed i was....then had no choice but to go for the northeast christmas party straight away....and really love the drama man....then followed by carolling, and the 1st house that we went to gave us $50....wow, so cool lol....then went to a few houses and really enjoyed our time....then we went back to heidi's house function room....then we had to pack up...so i went down under the function room and played guitar...then gideon came and stop me....so i kept my guitar and another guitar came...so i decided to take a look and noticed that it was out of tune...so i decided to tune it up and it happened that i made gideon angry as he already told me not to play....man, horrible....got banned from guitar until sunday....so only can play guitar next monday, think i better becareful of this guitar addiction that i got so that i wouldn't create so much trouble because of guitars...haiz, seems like my quiet time may be partially affected this time....but nevermind, i can always sing to God, haha :)

christmas eve...a few minutes away...

2008-12-23T23:52:00.002+08:00

wow, christmas eve is a few minutes away and guess what...i'm still writing cards :(
my fingers feels as if they are gonna break le and there is 5 more cards to go....man, i am really starting to hate writing christmas cards lol....somewhat sucky...but very cool lol!!--my contact pungseh me today at the mcg....but guess what?--he called me and told me that he will be going for the christmas event after his medical appointment and he promised me, haha!
yea, it must really be God lol....so i won't be going for the christmas party but i will be going for the christmas carolling as i will be rushing down to serangoon after the 2nd service as my contact is going to the 2nd service with his parents, yeah!
Thank you God!!!

contacts sowing..

2008-12-23T11:15:00.002+08:00

wokep up not long ago....and omg, what was i thinking....why so kinda negative....then the next moment, i realised i was wrong and repented....but still feel kinda guilty about being so angry wif ppl when i woke up.....guess i better do my quiet time before going for the sports event, and better take time of to repent and turn away from it....wow, time flies, need to go prepare for the sports event soon....and i got a contact that is bringing his parents for the sports event later, wow...that's very responsive lol....God bless him man, really want to see him come to know christ and really live his life to the fullest....God, please bless all my contacts!!

busy day..

2008-12-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

had a rather busy day today....right after i woke up, went with my mum to sch to register for sec 5....then followed by going to toa payoh to make new spectacles....was having a hard time deciding on what kinda frame to get....then don't really know why i ended up choosing a white frame for the spectacles....haha, then wanted to buy a bag, but din go as i am interested in getting the kinda bag that davis has....but i don't know where to get it, so waiting for davis to bring me there when he is free, haha :)
after all those things...went home and got busy again as i had to mount the tv to the wall....wow, managed to get it done after awhile...right, and i'm still thinking of this coming christmas service, God must really bless the group with converts man...montfort really have to grow in size!!

family..

2008-12-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

spent the day with my family and really enjoyed time with them...ate a 10 course lunch with them....wow, felt so full after eating a big lunch....oh man, went home after that and i just took out the guitar and started worshipping God, and i was asking God to really bless the comfirmation for this coming wednesday....God, bless the comfirmation!!
really want to give m best for this coming christmas and save people's life....and as i was worshipping God just now....i thought about this, meeting people up and just spending time and worship, then do comfirmation with them tomorrow....i think it's a good idea, but have to find a place to do that, think i should suggest this idea to chee hwee bahx...then let him decide about this...yup :)

Till I See You

2008-12-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

was thinking of inviting the contacts for this coming wednesday's christmas event and felt rather stressed....then songs were running through my mind, and this is the song that really encouraged me to give my best for God as when we see God, we would find rest and peace.

HILLSONG UNITED - TILL I SEE YOU

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
it overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
and till i see you face to face and grace amazing takes me home
i'll trust in you

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are a voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And till I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

pre-christmas service!

2008-12-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

oh man....did comfirmations last nite and had a really bad time....can't stand it seeing that so many ppl reject me and don't pick up my call last nite...man, that can't be the way man...God you must really make a way for the christmas service man...the enemy has been defeated and death could not hold us down, so we must really proclaim God's name and preach the gospel to the future montfortians in this coming christmas service on wednesday...at least i thought this way last nite...
woke up today at 9, then back to sleep again...and woke up at 9.50 and noticed i was kinda late for ushering...man, then went to bathe and took a bus down to nexus...service had many many ppl but only 1 montfortian from my group...man, was feeling kinda discontented, in my mind was filled with "wah, that can't be the way man"...service was rather great and i was telling myself in service that i shouldn't look at the group as it is today...but i should look at it in christmas, where montfort ppl would just come and hear the good news...
when service ended, went to took a photo with nick, should say it's the last photo that i'm taking with him as they would be going back to australia on monday...man, think i will miss them, haha :)

after service, went to play lan and pool like mad and spent a couple of dollars on these kinda leisure time...and many many unpleasant things happened, God, help the group man....this can't be the spirit for christmas, we should be united as one....so that the devil can't take a stand against us, God bless neb man..

pm!!

2008-12-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

woke up at 6.30 today....left house at 6.45 and went to monfort...then outreached and got some contacts....then went to see ppl cut hair....dotz, then went to chee hwee's house and then went to amk after that....and reached amk like around 4 as i need to deliver the guitar....then guess what....guitar is there, but where's nick??
haha, they reached kinda late...but they gave us a very good time of worship and prayer!!
very cool lol, i love the was nick led worship just now, it was just totally awesome!! - his voice is great man....must really learn from him as music is my interest man, haha, at least i learnt something from him just now as i was worshipping lol, yea, some guitar stuffs, haha...wanna serve God like him man...using his gift of music, haha :)

results day..

2008-12-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

wow, woke up rather early today and went to take my results....oh man, it was a time that i hope it don't even come...i dunno what i'm talking about....but haha, today was a total joke lol....went to school feeling kinda worried for my results as i had an really bad encounter last year which caused me to retain....then guess what...went to school and met my teacher--and there my teacher went..."haiz, after studying for 1 year...haiz"(and he gave the super disappointed look....then i was like kinda shock and was thinking "i fail??".....then the next moment he said "congratz, you made it to sec 5 next year, with 6 points"...haha....yay-finally after 1 wasted year...i got 6 points!!
and after collecting my results...went to rix house for meeting about tml's outreach event to the sec 1s at montfort....wow, must really do my part man, come'on!!
thank God for all he has done for me!!---so i must really give my best in tomorrow's outreach! :)

the power of your name.

2008-12-17T12:26:00.006+08:00

woke up like 1 hour ago...wow, slept for a full 16 hours from last nite like around 7pm...now feeling more energized...feel like playing my guitar...
btw 1 song that really touched me in camp is "the power of your name"...as this song really gave me a picture of the world outside singapore...where people are really poor there, without anything...and we should be living to carry God's compassion to them. as te chorus goes "I will live, To carry your compassion, To love a world that's broken, To be Your hands and feet"...yea, really should save up and go out of singapore to serve God out of my comfort zone...
the 1st video is the song itself and the 2nd video is lincoln brewster telling the song story...

LINCOLN BREWSTER - THE POWER OF YOUR NAME

Surely children weren't made for the streets
And fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your Kingdom come
Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken meant to be ignored
Surely this just can't be what You saw
Let Your Kingdom come
Here in my heart

I will live
To carry your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
I will give
With the life that I'd been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your Name

Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart

Your Name
Is a shelter for the hurting
Jesus Your Name
Is a refuge for the weak
Only Your Name
Can redeem the undeserving
Jesus Your Name
Holds everything I need

home sweet home - back from camp!

2008-12-16T16:45:00.009+08:00

oh man, camp ended rather fast....but anyways camp rocks!! - this is what happened..
1st day - reached sss at 11 as i have duty there....then got to know a few more ppl in ushering....then went for games which got us rather dirty, man....wanna kill the nec peeps....go splash water over us....after games went to the rooms to clean up ourselves and prepare ourselves for praise and worship, wow, God really moved on the 1st day of camp lol....God touched many of our hearts in the worship and i learnt about faith during the teaching...cool! :)
2nd day - woke up at 7 feeling really cold...then heard that my cg members are playing soccer in the field....so i went to join them, and after playing soccer for awhile...don't really feel that cold after all....then went for breakfast with the group and then went for praise and worship and teaching....and teaching was about loyalty....wow, things really started to get weird after the spiritual giftings workshop after lunch....it happened that we all went to play soccer in the field and chee hwee got injured...and his feet started swelling real fast...oh man, then dressed up so weirdly for the minilution, haha, the really looked like a kid....then went back to the rooms and changed up for the next session of praise and worship and teaching....then went back to the rooms and aaron, dylan and i wanted to meet chee hwee....so we pushed chee hwee down to the 1st floor to meet him, when he suddenly told me that he is not feeling well and he feel like sleeping.....so we sent him back to the room, and his condition got worse....and he was turning cold, then dunno why suddenly all chee hwee's sheeps thought of being loyal....then we did many things during the night like pray for him....call medic down to our room, though he din't get healed imediately, we still believed that God will heal him, haha...
3rd day - you know what?? God really healed chee hwee man! Thank you God for answering all our prayers the night before, really felt that all of us had really grown in loyalty and faith :)
3rd day is normally the most busy day....but in this camp, we din't really feel that busy because we had p&w + teaching in the morning followed by lunch and games 2...then after games, went for my music ministry audition....kinda feel noob there even though i'm selected to go for the group audition, haha....then went for dinner and after that was immeasurable...had a crazy time in praise and worship and my sore throat got worse after that...
4th day - which is today....din have to wake up as i din't sleep....serving at the manna shop was real fun man, haha....disturbed people when they come and buy things form the manna shop by acting retarded....then went back to the rooms and started packing my stuffs....then went back to the hall for ushering duty le...so fun lol, haha....aww man...so sleepy...think i better go get some rest already, haha :)

my sister in usher..

nic the queen?

usher madness

nick and torchy!!

northeast!

unit peeps

international delegates

northeast peep

camp ushers

pastor shirley!

godsis and matt

eevoon

camp is tml!!!

2008-12-12T18:39:00.001+08:00

wow, camp is starting tml!!!--so cool lol, but also like kinda fast....then really hope that God will really move me in this camp, and let my life be a life of breakthroughs, yup..
woke up quite early today, then went for backbone appointment at parkway...then went to nexus to help move things to the truck....then after that...aaron and i went to hmv to get things for chee hwee as there's some shepherd's appreciation in the camp, haha!
gonna meet davis at 7pm below his house before going to lumpy's house, leavig house soon, haha!
bye, my lovely blog....won't be seeing you for a few days as i'm going for "HEROS camp"!!! haha :)

caregroup..

2008-12-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

woke up like around 9 today and went to potong pasir.....and went there to prepare for caregroup....wow, played some parcel game for caregroup and gabriel really suffered, i'm so sorry gabriel, haha....then worship was great as everything went right and the atmosphere was there...wow, had so much fun during caregroup lol, now preparing my stuffs for camp already, and preparing like mad lol....then at the same time wondering whose house to stay over at before camp....i shall follow davis bahx, wonder where he's going....and camp is like 2 days away!!--this coming saturday!!....yay, would love camp alot as it would be a place of learning and fun...especially the praise and worship in the camp, haha! :)

wednesday..

2008-12-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

woke up today with like nothing in mind....then rushed to parkway parade for my backbone appointment....wow, noticed that today is a wednesday that is quite free...then aaron was like asking me to go to town with him as he was buying slippers, but stayed at home and prepared worship for tomorrow's caregroup after my backbone appointment....God, bless tomorrow's caregroup man! :)

usher workshop!

2008-12-10T02:03:00.005+08:00

went for usher workshop after blogging my previous post....then had quite alot of fun at the usher workshop....tho the games were rather lame, at least had my portion of laughter from watching ppl do weird forfeits, haha....then got to know ppl who are in the day 1 of usher...yup, total 3 northeast ppl ushering on 1st and 4th day...wow, that time @ x29....i was like the only northeast guy who ushered on 1st day lol....at least this time got 3...lucky i told eevoon to put me in 1st day or something as i would be having the auditions for the music ministry on the 3rd day...wow, it would be very pascked if i have to usher on day 3 also...and haha, think i was rather evil to disturb joyce's height after the usher workshop, all because she was wearing high heels to try to make her ownself look taller, sorry joyce, hope you did not feel sad coz of your height, haha!
btw, camp is like "THIS SATURDAY"!!!....wow, it's like eva so fast lol, can't really believe the time....it just flies and flies and flies, man, better prepare my heart for camp, haha :)

preparing to go for usher workshop..

2008-12-09T15:19:00.002+08:00

woke up rather late today....then not really sure of what to do...so just took out my guitar and practiced a few songs, as practice makes perfect for music...so what else can i do but to give God all that i have, and to use everything i got to serve him to my best...yup, still waiting for daryl to tell me more about the cg stuffs and etc...yup, and gotta go nexus soon for usher workshop...wow, i ushering on the 2 short days, 1st and 4th day...both is like only half a day each, haha...then really can spend time with my group people and really fellowship with them, audit coming like erm...3rd day of camp, and i don't really know what song should i choose....haiz, think i shall not think so much about the audition lol, haha :)

Here In My Life

2008-12-08T22:51:00.003+08:00

when i was listening to this song....i was reminded that God is the solution to all our problems and he make gives us breakthroughs in our lives...as the lyrics says i'll recieve faith to walk on ocean deap

HILLSONG - HERE IN MY LIFE

I have never walked on water
felt the waves beneath my feet
but at Your word Lord i'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep

and i remember how You found me
in that very same place
all my failing surely would have drowned me, but You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
Im kneeling again at Your throne
Where would i be without You
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens sing for joy at one who finds that way to freedom
of Jesus bought from death into his life

And I remember how You saw me through the eyes of Your grace
And all the cost was Your beloved for me still You made a way

wet day..

2008-12-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

woke up feeling very cold....and it was raining very heavily outside....then i was hoping that the rain stop so that i can go for meeting easily....and took time of to seek God, and God blessed the weather!!...the rain got better and whoops, should say smaller, haha....then went for meeting with my nice and lovely guitar....then after meeting....went to play soccer at the super wet street soccer court and i was super off-form....man, din really enjoy playing soccer though....now i'm at home gonna rest soon....yup :)

family day..

2008-12-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

yea, spent the day with my parents and went out with them...wow, so fun lol....at checked my email today and saw the thing about the music ministry audition....downloaded the file and got the songs....but there is no chords,haha....so ended up going to websites to get the chords....haha, music is my interest man....must really remember this "love God love people"....and that is how God can use you, yeah....grow grow grow--must really grow man, i can't stay as what i'm now as it wouldn't bring me anywhere....so i'm just gonna follow God and really grow man, haha :)

sat service

2008-12-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

yea....went to saturday service and really praised and worshipped God to my best, and i really want God to bless montfort as it is like only 26 days before the end of the year....come'on, why can't montfort grow???--that can't be the way man....montfort can't stay this size!!--God help us!!
that was what came into my mind as gideon was speaking in service...
then after service went to concorde hotel to eat....and sunny was watching "batman on drugs", so stupid lol....then after that, i took my guitar and went to peninsula to install a strap pin for my guitar....wow, it was quite fast to install the strap-pin there.....like less that 15 mins....then went back and played lan with the rest....then played pool....and wow, it was like 9pm when i checked my phone and davis and i went home together, haha :)

lovegodlovepeople!!!

2008-12-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, woke up like around 10+ and felt rather stone....so just took out the guitar and played....then went to rix house at 1.....reached late thx to my stomach ache....1st time going rix house so early before prayer meet, for some cg evaluation and had worship during evaluation for some reasons....yup, i must really grow in this area of knowing people's feelings so God can use me to minster to them....like what huiyang told me on msn last nite "love God love people"....yeah, must really learn from him and apply that into my life man.....yeah, tml is service and i felt rather dissapointed when i heard my contact last minute say he cannot come because of his cousin's birthday.....think it's rather crap lol, he promised me already, telling me that he is free and now he pungseh....
right.....i shall not only praise God in the good times but also the bad times, so i shall go servcie with a heart that wants to give all praise and honour to God, yup :)

wed wfl!

2008-12-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

today is he last wfl class....wow, think must really apply obedience into my life and really serve God with all that i have, it should be great man, haha:)
then went home after wfl as it ended rather early.....while i'm not really sure where the rest went, maybe they went to meet chee hwee bahx....but went home quite early and slept, can't be lieve i was so tired just now lol, then now preparing stuffs for tml's cg...yea, so bye blog :)

got this song from marcus hosea yesterday and really like it alot, it has alot of meanings in the lyrics as God presence is with us all the time, and his power is found within us as the bridge goes like this "Same power, that conquered the grave lives in me, lives in me".
yeah, a very nice song that i'm gonna post! :)

tuesday....

2008-12-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

was supposed to go montfort to outreach at 11am....but got stomach ache in the morning, so reached monfort like around 11.15am....and no one was there except for richard....then richard and i went to the montfort sch gate which was like so deserted....and chester and daryl came after that...so ended up going to eat at a coffee shop near montfort...
then after having lunch there....went to chee hwee's house and slacked there...then got trashed by everyone in the game...i suck in it already, dunno why....but i just don't really care about it already, haha..
tml is the 3rd session of word for life, and i gotta reach nexus by 2.30 again....yup, and i would be able to learn something from the speaker again....yeah, the speaker is great! haha :)

home after today's wfl..

2008-12-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

i reached home like around 8...then bathed and used my com...then i noticed i din't really say much about today's wfl in my previous blog....so this was what happened in the afternoon just now...yeah, went to nexus at 2.30, and sat at the same ld place that the group peeps sat last wednesday...then listened to the speaker which taught us...wow, the course was real great man, then today learnt about obedience and not being a people that will question God's authority.
yeah, so what can i do tml??--i shall go montfort again, try to outreach and stuffs like that there....and if possible, meet my old montfort contacts there to sow on them lol, haha--since chee hwee asked me what am i doing tml and aaron suggested to me that we go montfort tml at 11am, haha :)

after wfl @ long johns

2008-12-01T18:22:00.001+08:00

lol, word for life just ended and i'm with my group ppl at long johns....and my group ppl are so irritating(especially richard).....then chee hwee and daryl trying to kope my nice songs from my itunes.....done chee hwee's 1 already.....now daryl's de.....like so retarded lol....but nvm, it's ok....it's christian songs that i'm giving them, haha :)
and now the retarded richard is acting sad.....w/e man, i gonna log out of my blogger le...haha :)

svc & i signed up for a new ministry!!

2008-11-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

yea, woke up early....went for my backbone checkup again....and hope it's not that serious already....then rushed to nexus for my usher duty...with crazy ace making all sorts of cold jokes....wow, ministry fair was really madness, every ministry is like trying to kope people into that ministry, was feeling rather blur so i just did my usher duty first....then svc like those kinda typical normal services that are so usual....then after service, wanted to pass the guitar capo to shingyang....then he was telling me that he don't need it anymore....and that made me think if my guitar again....then desmond came and i don't know how i got the idea of joining the music ministry....kinda weird but i signed up and left my details for them...wonder what will it be like? haha :)

ne pm...haha!

2008-11-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

awww...woke up in the morning and was so stone, din know what to do as my mind was in the mess....then wanted to do quiet time, but don't really know why i can't read the bible properly...like as if something is distracting me....
so i decided to take out my guitar and just worship...wow, worship really refreshed me and felt better after worship!-thank God man :)
then wanted to collect my cheque...but berlinda told me that she will help me deposit into the bank, so i stayed home until around 3 then i went out for prayer meet....prayer meet was at the new rix house...wow, like so spacious lol, right after all...went home, did my quiet time and gonna sleep now.

Follow The Son

2008-11-27T22:31:00.003+08:00

was browsing through youtube when i saw this video and i was reminded of always following jesus and spreading the good news, we should always be followers

HILLSONG LONDON - FOLLOW THE SON

You are the light
That guides my way through fear
I know my path
Will lead me to the King
And all the world
Will bow to worship You

You are the God
Who changed the world through one Holy Son
You gave everything
So all the world
Will bow in awe of You

You came down through grace
To show a better way

I follow the Son
You're the only One
Let Your kingdom come
I'm giving it all
To the One I love
I follow the Son
Jesus holy One
Let Your will be done
I give it all to You
You are everything to me

cg!

2008-11-27T22:15:00.002+08:00

yeah man, today is thursday!!-CG!!
went amk feeling super blur dunno where is the place for cg...
then daryl brought me there...and wow, cg was really fun...games was kind of retarded but it was real fun...haha, then 1 good news that i heard was that i can collect my pay cheque tml!!!
yay, but i gotta go down to bishan to take it....but ok la, worth it....haha :)

wfl!

2008-11-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

woke up at 9 this morning and had stomach ache...dunno why, then went to montfort to outreach....yeah, but so many people rejected all of us and i wanted to go to 1 corner go cry...haha, but i din't ok...then after outreach went to potong pasir to and waited for daryl, he so slow lol....then went to nexus for wfl, went into nexus auditorium for the studys on numbers course, the course i great...yeah, got to learn alot about the books of numbers.
then after word for life....went to play pool with chee li, gabriel and davis, played around 2 games and me and davis went home after that...haha :)

Thank God!!!

2008-11-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

fever rose to 38.8 degrees this morning when i woke up....then went to parkway parade with my parents at around 3, and i bumped into a few east ppl....1st is yicing...then next is minyi....right..that is what u will experience when u stay at the east side of singapore....u will just bump into many east district ppl---which i guess marcus, davis and i experienced a few times already...coz we stay at the east side of singapore.
but anyways, fever dropped to 37.7 degrees this evening...so yea,will comfirmed be going to word for life tml without anything from stopping me....yup, thank God for healing me and all that he had done for me man :)

back from penang....wif fever....

2008-11-25T00:08:00.005+08:00

wow, it's a 4 day 3 night stay at penang.....then went all around shopping and eating.....then dunno why on the last day of the trip, i got fever....think it's the crab i ate on sunday nite.....man, still having fever....but bought quite alot of stuffs at penang, especialy shoes.....quite cheap, and it's original, haha :)
came back and unpacked the stuffs that are bought at penang and took a photo of it
think i shall go sleep le, feeling very tired and having fever....
photos below!!!

Not Ashamed!

2008-11-20T23:19:00.002+08:00

was watching this video on youtube and found this video intersting and somehow impactful...especially if you wanna develop a passion for outreach!

HILLSONG – I’M NOT ASHAMED

When You found me
My whole world changed
I'm redeemed by life

Let the earth see
You are freedom
Turn my darkness to light

You welcomed me in
With open arms
Into unending life

I'm not ashamed of the gospel Lord
Your power, your Love has saved my soul now
I'm alive You
I'm living the rising son.
I'm living the rising son.

shepherd's meet!

2008-11-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

flight to penang at 7.30am tml, who wan come see me off, haha....and i guess it would be fun going to penang....it just that i will miss a svc....and it would be the one and only service that i will miss this year.....man, my full attendance is all gone....but today's shepherd's meet was great....learnt stuffs there and i wanna grow in it man, being not ashamed of the gospel, but just spreading it throughout my school....God, help me to do that man! :)

evax skills

2008-11-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

woke up today at 10++....then was reminded of saviour king song....then 12++, some thhings about my passport crop up and i needed to rush down to ica building to renew my passport....coz my trip starts on friday.....then after that, rushed down to nexus with the guitar for the teaching about evanglism....dotz, then after the thing went to outreach at plaza sing....and waited until 6.45 for my guitar...and went back to centrepoint to pick up my guitar from marcus hosea...then went home, awww....feeling quite tired now....then think i shall do my qt and sleep early today, then tml go out wif aaron and co....haha :)

Saviour King

2008-11-19T11:58:00.002+08:00

woke u this morning feeling rathr stressed....dunno why, then was thinking of many many things.....then suddenly i thought of "let now the weak, say i have strength"...and in the next moment,the song saviour king came to my mind....and ended up doing my qt with this song....yea, feeling much more renewed now....and so i decided to post the song on my blog :)

HILLSONG UNITED - SAVIOUR KING

Let now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is him and I’m more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son’s holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin
I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Let now your church shine as your bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

worship session @ junhao's house

2008-11-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

it all started as last nite gabriel asked me to organise some worship thing for today, and i found it quite productive so i said ok...
then woke up today, went to slack around at home.....then lef house at 12.20 to go meet my cg ppl at serangoon.....went to junhao's house for the worship session....then all got distracted by junhao's com and stuffs like that, but aaron really helped me to gwt them to settle down in junhao's study room for worship :)
wow, worship was great.....although i may be leading it and stuffs like that or whatever, God had never fail to speak to me during worship, and i was reminded greatly about giving God my everything....yup, with everything-i give it to God! :)
think i better sleep early tonite as tml got something @ nexus which i can learn stuffs from....and i will be going to penang soon-like this friday....will be missing cg and svc.....lol, dunno why i starting to miss davis le....haha, like no one to go cg and svc with me, haha :)

None But Jesus

2008-11-17T22:14:00.002+08:00

this is the song that i'm talking about in my previous post...yup, this song just simply reminds me of always looking to Jeses because there is no one better than Jesus.
so here is the music video of the song and it's lyrics :)

HILLSONG UNITED – NONE BUT JESUS

In the quiet
In the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret
Of Your presence
I know there I am restored
When You call I won't refuse
Each new day again I'll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos
In confusion
I know You're sovereign still
In the moment
Of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will
So when You call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope
All of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord
Forever more

spent day at home..

2008-11-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

alright....i spent a day at home with my parents and we went out to upp east coast road to eat at some weird restaurant....and they serve some northern indian food lol, dunno why after i eat the food felt kinda giddy and stuffs like that....then when we reached home after eating at the indian restraunt....i went into my room and sleeped....my nice and beautiful sleep was being disturbed by a message from gabriel asking me if we should have worship session tml....then i said ok as i am free tml, then i went to my room to prepare worship....awww, i shall not be so "planned" during the worship tml, but i shall be spirit-led.....yup.
wow, i was like thinking of what to do in the afternoon as i was totally planless and God showed me that there is nothing else that is as good as Jesus for me...then i was being reminded of the song "none but Jesus" :)